 Harrison s roommate Clarence dies, sending Harrison into a depression that leads to a suicide attempt and a; "It s A Wonderful Life" glimpse of what life would have been like if he had never been born. A life where Mary Cherry and Nicole have become prostitutes Sugar Daddy is their pimp. Sam has fallen into a life of drugs and an abusive marriage. Carmen fells to the influence of Nicole, after Brooke has passed away. Josh and Lily get married having a child while still in high school and Josh does the unthinkable...he blows up the world...and its all Harrison s fault...unless he can overcome his depression and wish to live again after getting a glimpse of his future, with help from his Guardian Angel of course. All comes to a happy conclusion in this Christmas episode where Nicole once again shows the possibility that she does have a heart.